Sou Simpatica,Divertida,Alegre,Expontania & Amiga....
I Like Music Rock & Pop, Dance & R&B, Chillout, Movies De Terror & Todos Generos, I Love Gothic, Vampires & EMO Style (Clothes, Everthing).
I Love Final Fantasy VII Advent Children & Complete, Crisis Core, Dirge Of Cerberus & Last Order, Before Crisis, Final Fantasy XIII, Versus & Agito, Final Fantasy The Spirits Within & Final Fantasy Fabula Nova Crystallis, The Final Fantasy VII Compilation Ultimania, The Last Remnant,Vampire Knight, Alucard Hellsing, Final Fantasy VII, Favourite Characters: Sephiroth, Yazoo, Loz, Kadaj, Zack Fair & Cloud Strife & Noctis Lucis Caelum.
And More About Me. /
raquelalex_santos@hotmail.com /
rogueyulenka369@gmail.com/
raquelalexsantos1985.spaces.live.com/
twitter.com/RogueSummers
www.stickam.com/dollysummers16/
Interests
Make Friends, Talk To People And Meet Boys. /
Favorite Music
Evanescemce, Shiny Toy Guns, 30 Secunds To Mars, 3 Doors Down, Linkin Park, One Republic, AFI, U2, The Fray, Fall Out Boy, Greenday, The Verne, NickelBlack, Paramode, Slipknot, Rammstein, Tokio Hotel, Cinema Bizarre, Within Temptation, Metro Station, The All-American Rejcts, Maroon 5, James, My Chimical Romance, Gackt, Hilary Duff, Rihanna, Coldplay, Jeff Burcley, The Ting Tings, Good Charlotte, Duffy, Lorie, Leona Lewis, Jordan Sparks, Usher, Sugababes, Snow Patrol, Alicia Keys,
Amy Whinehouse, Lady GaGa, Beyoncé, Mika, Gabriella Cilmi, Nelly Furtado, Nicole Scherzinger, Shayne Ward, Shy'm, Slimmy, Voicst, Ayaka, Kyosuke Himuro, PCD & M.Pokora t.A.T.u. Katy Perry, The Veronicas, Keri Hilson, Bayje, Hakimakli, Kenza Farah, Nina Sky, Kat DeLuna, My Excellence, Hey Monday, Vertical Horizon, Utada, Empire Of The Sun, Flipsyde And More.....
We Are All ToyZ | CINEMA BIZARRE
Favorite Movies
Underworld & Evolution, I Am legend, Panic Room, The Ruins, The Presuit Of Happness, Sweeney Todd, Cloverfield, Shutter, The Eye, Day Watch & Night Watch, V De Vingança, Lost Boys The Tribe, Skinwalkers, Van Helsing, Resident Evil 1,2,3, Vancancy, The Covenant, The Orphanage, The Tattooist, 1408 By Stehen King, Hitman,The Invisable, Cursed, Blood & Chocolate, Stay Alive, 30 Days Of Night, Silent Hill, When a Stranger Calls, P3, Captivity, One Missed Call, The Grudge, The Hitcher, 13 Ghosts, Gabriel, Rise Blood Hunter, Constantine, The Kovac Box, The Seeker, Doomsday, Untraceable, Beowulf, War, Transporter 1&2, Crank, Deja Vu, Vantaig Point, Prom Night, Mirrows,Twilight And Walll.E.
Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, Crisis Core, Dirge Of Cerberus & Last Order, Final Fantasy XIII & Versus, Final Fantasy The Spirits Within & Final Fantasy Fabula Nova Crystallis, The Last Remnant.
/Final Fantasy Versus XIII
Favorite TV Shows
Moonlight, Ghost Whisper, Gossip Girl, CSI, Tru Calling, Supernatural, Files Of Krinsiling, Cold Case, MCA Geração Rebelde, Rebelde Way, House, Jericho, Veronica Mars, Charmed, Bones, O.C. Terminator The Chroncles Of Sarah Connor, Prison Break, 24, K.Ville, The Unit, Num3ers, Shark, Lost, Ugly Betty, Kyle X, Jorney Man, And Dead Zone By Stephen King.
The Room, New Serie True Blood (I Like It).
/Final Fantasy Agito XIII Trailer
Favorite Books
Stephen King Books And Movies.
A Mansao De Rose Red & O Dario De Ellen
Rimbauer.
Fabolas I,II,III,IV De Victoria Francés.
/Underworld Evolution Trailer
This Friday was sanded to me, my memory card was blank and I lost the entire information contained, After being I wish nothing without dropping my cell to the ground and open to all on the ground, and together as the memory card, I lost all my files such as music, videos,photos, ringtones, Phone Numbers ect ... Everthing to the trash without possible recovery, i'm worse than spoiled and upset. now have to now have to buy a new memory card. the worst will be to recover half of the files that my memory card of 1gb had. That's why i am upset.
11:15 AM Nov 21st twiiter web Posting From My Twitter
Yahoo! Answers
Part.3
Last One
yu's comment to respesct that...
after all the trouble its time for me to say something about what happened.
first of all, i never hit her or hurted her physically.
i can tell that not everything shes writing is the truth.
i dont wanna call her a liar, but her words are not all true.
its not my option to explain what exactly happened or why everything went out like this.
neither am im going to call her bad or will tell something about her.
humans are humans!
i increases my phonebill this day again for many hundred euros by taking care of her thru her parents/police/and other people.
to tell i didnt care is nothing than a lie.
for me, i was that close to fall mind off, thanks to all the people around me for their help cause without them i wouldnt sit here right now and be able to still breath.
and she knows very well about me and breathing...
im sorry for all of this, i was the last who wanted it to come or end like that.
even tho i dont had the chance to speak or see her.
someone once said; you always meet twice.
hope and patience are still one of my best abilities and i will keep going on like the phoenix that im well associated with.
and because i gave her some promises, some that im not going to break.
im thankful for the memory and for the time.
i never loved like this and i guess i will never do again.
she was my everything, now i am empty.
i need time to rest my heart, im broken.
thats all i wanna tell and im not going to write anything else or respond about that.
please keep her and my privacy.
Vanessa was the 7 and i was the 9.
nobody knows about the future, but i wish her all the best.
til we meet again.
Ich Liebe Dich, Vanessa.
i'm sorry...
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thats the reason
- Answerer 5
the reason yu and dollychrist broke up was yu hit vanessa in warshaw but yu said he didnt hit her.
Have DollyChrist and Yu Phoenix broken up? and if so why? Part.2
- Answerer 4 yes... here
yesterday i got into a fight with hannes in the hotel's elevator after the show. he ended up throwing me and i hit my head. he got angry and then the manager went in to talk to him to the hotel room that i paid for. my boyfriend never came out to check on how i was and he changed ever since the manager spoke to him. i argued with the manager for over an hour and he wanted me to leave and not speak to my boyfriend while i'm in a public 'hotel' that they barely paid for and i was allowed to be there. i ended up hitting the manager and one of the workers that was over to party ended up grabbing me by my hair and pulling me to the elevator. he slammed my head in nonstop into the elevator and kept hitting me while i was on the ground. when i finally ran to see my boyfriend, he didn't want to speak to me and just ignored me when i told him what happened. that they kept hitting me. i left him things he gave me and then i got arrested. before i got arrested, i sat in the hallway screaming for him and while i was being hit. he never came out. everyone else ignored me. i could have died and he wouldn't have cared. when the police came, i begged for them to speak to him and see me. at least speak for me. they went to go see him and he pretended as if he didn't know me and wanted nothing to do with me. so i went with the police and went to the station. everyone felt like crying for me there and they took me to a hotel. i went to the hotel with bruises and cut marks all over my body. i had a cigarette with the policewoman and it comforted me and made my heart cry at the same time when she told me that my boyfriend was scum just like the rest of the worthless men and people in this world. that i deserve better. as much as i still ignore it and wish i could go back to berlin just to be with him... i can't. not this time. this is unforgivable. i shouted my helplessness to him and he fed me to them. he betrayed me. he left me in warsaw without knowing if i was fine or bothering to contact me where i was.
this is where i leave him.
i believed in him and i loved him and i was wrong to. i'm now with family in warsaw, i'm forbidden to see him again as i also forbid myself. if i thought about it without just remembering what had happened, i would kill myself. i would do so because he was all i wanted, all i wished for, and nothing else in my life meant more than he did to me. i tried as much as i could and gave him as much as i could. in the end, he is a selfish and filthy person that cannot hold my heart ever again. i'm ashamed for wasting my time with him. i should have never accepted him. i will not be coming back to berlin. he betrayed me and i know one day he'll relize his mistake. i do not love him anymore, nor do i care for him. if i could ask a favor from you, could you please tell him to do what he wants to do with my things, i don't need them anymore. i left his jackets somewhere for good and anything of his i'm throwing away. i wish there were people with a heart... because i don't know where mine is anymore.
Have DollyChrist and Yu Phoenix broken up? and if so why? Part.1
Answerer 1 I have a feeling that Nessa fabricated some stuff, but who knows! As fans, it's really none of our business. What matters is that Mr. Phoenix is a wonderful musician and he treats his fans really well. He needs support, comfort, and love from those around him right now while he mends his broken heart, and us CB fans should be, and even have been in past 24 hours, rather quick to give that to him!
- Answerer 2 Yes they broke up. They got into an arguement while in the elevator. Vanessa claims that he repeatively hit her head against the um... wall in the elevator. Then she got out and told his manager and he spoke to Yu about it. She was then beat up by some guys and according to Vanessa Yu didn't care. She supposively 'screamed his name and he never came' and came to the result that he didn't care. She left him, and she told him it was over. Yu says he did care, and everything she claimed wasn't true, but he doesn't wanna call her a lair. He really did care about her. He never harmed her in ANY pshyical way.
New Posting Video From DollyChrist YouTube: Closure Cigarette. my first and final video i've made myself for him. my mind haunts me as if he departed from all existence. a modern love story of insane proportions. a girl from new york fell in love with a german rocker. she moved to berlin to be with him and so went the story of a cat and a dog. they wanted to get married and also devoted six tattoo's together. sick things went through their minds every day and night, to them only wanting to be blind to this world and having focus on just each other's hearts. problem is, one was too strong and one was too weak. a selfish, protective mindset took over. this is me reliving it until i feel placid pain.. ich liebe dich. (This Girl Is Amazing, Great Compassion, Imagination and Mind)(I LOVE THE VIDE IT'S VERY COOL)
Vanessino (Dollychrist) video for YuA
Včera v 20:38 | cinema-bizarre@seznam.cz | → youtube (videa) Yesterday at 20:38 | cinema-bizarre@seznam.cz
My first and last video I did for him.
Moje duše mě pronásleduje, od té doby co on opustil všechnu existenci. My soul after me, ever since he left all existence.
Moderní lovestory neskutečných rozměrů. A modern love story dramatically.
Holka z New Yorku se zamilovala do německýho rockera. Girl from New York, fell in love with německýho rocker.
Přestěhovala se do Berlína aby s ním byla a tak pokračoval příběh kočky a psa. Moved to Berlin to be with him and so the story went on cat and dog.
Chtěli se vzít a navzájem si společně věnovali 6 tetování. They wanted to marry each other and together spent 6 tattoos.
Divný věci jim prolétaly hlavou každej večer i noc, aby chtěli být slepí k tomuhle světu a zajímající se jen o svá srdce navzájem. Weird things they flew her head every night and night to want to be blind to this world and only interested in their hearts to each other.
Problém je, že jeden byl příliš silný a druhý moc slabý. The problem is that one was too strong and one very weak.
sobecká povaha zvítězila. selfish nature won.
Tohle jsem já, přežívající to dokud nepocítím tichou bolest...miluju tě This is me, surviving it until you feel a silent pain ... I love you
(This Girl Is Amazing, Great Compassion and Imagination)
DOLLYCHRIST RSPONDE YU ON HER BLOG IN YOUR MYSPCE http://www.myspace.com/ilovenessa
THE BLOG IS TOO BIG I HAVE TOO REPART ON 3 PARTS
BUT THEE TRUE I HAVE STILL HOPE THEY MAKE SO AND STAY TOGETHER AGAIN, BUT WHAT I REED THESE I GUEES IT'S TOO LITTLE TOO LATE FOR THING TO BE BACK AS BEFORE, AND THIS MAKES ME REALLY SAD BECAUSE I EVEN LIKED THE TWO AND SEEING THEM SO HAPPY.
I HOPE I'M WRONG ABOUT THIS THAT WRITING STORIES BASED HERE.
I HOPE THAT!
STAY BIZARRE
KISS,LOVE AMD PEACE,
<3
<3
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How dare you go against something, telling me you love me and yet hide yourself? You truly never were worth my time or the tears that flood me. Unlike you, I haven't lost myself to this treacherous humanity. Everything I said was true and you know that. you weren't there by my side to help me when I needed you and let me fall beside those demons. What happened to the sword and shield you eternally promised me? ...Why ask if I'm okay if you wouldn't even know if I died, and if I did... What difference would it make if it was that night or now?
Since that night, I've been blocking everything out. I can't look inside myself and bring it out because it would corrupt and destroy me. An event like that opens my eyes and makes me not want to walk amongst this ground that has been forsaken and simply give up my battle. i refuse to have anything to do with you, but for me to come upon a response that you sent out to save your own fucking ass for a band that is now over and still struggling, you still continue to hurt me. The one person that you could have trusted, you blinded yourself over with greed and let go. You told me money never got in the way of the heart...of love. You allowed yourself to be bought over like a criminal and left me to die. Every promise you have ever made to me, you have broken... You died to me that night.
Writing this, I'm shaking but I don't care what your fans will think of me writing this for all eyes to see. You hide yourself to create a perfect world, but you should be ashamed. You turned into filth yourself; the very thing you always hated. You are not a musician and you're still learning to try to play guitar. Fool yourself, you were meant for so fucking much more and yet you left me with your disease because you lost yourself to selfishness and weakened me. You liar. You were breathing. Perfectly. Dare you write that you are thankful for the people around you that kept you away from me and threatened to take away the money you were struggling for? That is you being thankful, for them destroying my body and plaguing my spirit with the belief that everything has truly gone to decay? For your ultimatum to be alone and distressed when you had everything you needed? You thank them. When i sat beside you and told you what they did to me, you got up while the tour manager put his hand on you and you sat back down like an obedient child. You heard my screams. You sat there with your head down. You forgot me. Comtinous on Part. 2 Down
I place shame on you and everyone there that night. What has this world fucking come to where there truly is no justice? Everyone in your fake band was there and heard me screaming. Nobody came out to help me. They kept themselves locked in their rat infested hotel rooms and when Kiro came out with his cocaine dealing boyfriend.. They walked past me, pretending I wasn't even there. You're the sufferer, correct? You lost yourself a long time ago and wasted what I gave you. I loved you with my entire being. I gave you everything I could and I gave up so many things just to stay by your side to where you only tormented me. You never loved me and i acknowledge this. You had an illusion in your mind of me and in the end, there was no memory left of truth when all forces tested their strength. For you to complain about how you gave my mother one phone call a while after the police took me is astonishingly heartbreaking and disrespectful. Do you want to complain about how you spent a mere few euros for a phone call or for the phone calls I barely got when you were on tour, compared to how I always took care of you? Don't embarrass yourself, your single existence amongst everything surrounded by you is sickening and meant for recycling. You were such a beautiful person even in your darkness and I wanted to have a future with only you. You killed something inside me that would have given life to something beautiful. I would have taken my own heart and given it to you if it kept hurting. I believed in you even though you are a failure in life. I accepted you and wanted to only better you. I wanted to take away the pain you had in your past and replace it with warmth and light. I was going to struggle for you no matter the circumstances placed in our tattered path. Comtinous For Part.3 Down
Blog 04 ~ by Dolly 03 [Bulletin]
I'm sitting here, drenched in tears and shaking... not knowing what to write, only wishing I could take a wire and plug it into my brain so I could portray what happened that night and how I feel into this screen and send it to you.
Then no mistakes would be written and misunderstood.
How could you? Disgrace yourself by asking for another chance, there is nothing else. You are no longer yourself to me and I wish for you to keep reawakening within death.
You meant so much to me and I can't believe you abandoned me.
After everything that I had been with you through and put so much effort into changing...
You let me die inside. You killed me and let me rot.
You are a damned and cursed person and you will remain that way.
I hope you're satisfied with your paycheck, you bastard.
I will continue to live my life on and you will stay away. I will find happiness and erase you like I should have seen through you long ago. I meddled with a life form not worth a single heartache.
It was a good trial of ours to know how much you truly didn't love me, how much I needed you, and now I will not have to struggle with a false burdening of the heart that you branded into me. I will only keep getting stronger.
Your chances have gone. Such a thing deserves no second meeting.
The next time you meet me, I will never utter a thought of remembrance within my mind and let you melt into the core of this diminishing world while I walk away.
As for your message, didn't you think that night was enough? But now to only hide in a response to dilute every weak mind and walk beside your disgusting shadow is sinful irresponsibility to the creation of ourselves.
When you awaken, you've already lost.
This world needs to change, the hurt needs to go away, and the truth needs to overpower and kill the lies.
Vanessa, her own 7.
by Dolly ♥
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